在深夏。年轮长成秘密

Well since my cat claims he could still read my blog, I decide to use only the words from the word list of CET 6. 

When cooking time, PC some times played guita and sung some songs. All the old songs from Beyond, some times from Easton, or rarely, some other songs I indeed listened to in the past. Anyway, it is nice. Last time there is somebody actually singing outside Kala OK is Jimmy, who always sung the songs from Jimmy, and made us all listen to him. Those days I could actually doing homework or any other things when he was singing, because he was singing all the time. That made me familiar with all the silly songs of Jimmy Lin. I can recall those silly lines even now. However, I never thought I could be so far away with Jimmy and haven't heard his songs for such a long time. I thought he was always there, a little annoying, so much talking and singing, never make efforts in study, a little sensitive, and receiving love letters and writing love letters all the time. Now he is the pilot, with a lot of money, a house in Shenzhen, and, still a lot of girls. 
See, I lost so many ppl on the road. However, I know one can't be so greedy to keep everyone in hand. Like Lulu said, I can't be so greedy to have everything.
Last night went to baidu to try to download some songs. Suddenly found out all the songs I want to listen to belong to the catelogue 'Classic old songs'. The finding really shocks. Right all of the songs are nearly 10 years, that is actually the place they belong to. Download a lot of Zhan yusheng, Lin Zhiying and Faye. Feel happy. 

PC said my standard of being happy is becomming lower and lower every day. And I said we are becomming crazier and crazier every day. What's the hell. 
Don't judge my grammer and spell, got no word to check here. 

I miss Huan and Xuan, and Jimmy, and the seaside, since Xuan moved out, I haven't been back there for so long.

I am flying back with all the presents to U! (OK, about in a month.=.=)

It is becoming hot in Oxford now. Go to shopping today, the temperature remind me of Beijing. Every summer, we were staying in Shiyou's study room and even have lunch there. We prepared for the finals and expeted going home. Like what I am doing now.

Can't help watch MV and live performance of MJ every night. Yesterday watched the documentary of Living with MJ. Saw the kids played happily with elephant in Neverland. In the interview, they asked-
Q: Why u like Peter Pan?
A: Because I am Peter Pan.
Q: No, u r not, you r M J.
A: I am Peter Pan inside.

Only the thought of flying back to Dalian could comfort me and makes cheerful again. Still remember in the fresh year at the University, I would find sth to do in the vacations every year. But now, the only thought I could come up is going home, home. I don't know how much has changed since my left, but to me, the ppl and the house in Dalian would never changed. 
That, is like the dream called neverland.

Back from the second exam, Moshe went to pick me up from the examination school. Really hope it is the last exam. However, when I am done, all the friends will be either out of Oxford or still having exams to go. Therefore, I assume there will be nobody to pick me up that day nor throw eggs or cakes to me. So just take today as the time when there is somebody waiting for me outside the emamination school. He took me a picture with the pink flowers, which was bought yesterday by Xingxing. Thanks both of them. Went to G&D, bought a ice-cream, missed Yifan.

Today is much fewer ppl in the examination school than last time, and less terrifying. I felt that I did better than last one. Anyway, don't care anymore. The only thing I can do is to try my best, then left the decisions to god.

The first day of July. The weather suddenly become so hot today. Esp when I have to wear the subfusc. The campus is full of the little kids for summer school again. So all of them look at me in gown with curiousity. And today and tommorrow is the open days for the year as well. On the long way from Oriel to Examination Schools I assumed all the ppl on the str is looking at me and thinking: what a poor girl- still with pink flower. But when I arrived the examination school, and look at Anika's white flower, I felt much better instantly. 

Recieved the eurail passes today as well. Research the small booklet for timetable the whole night. When look at the places I have already been to, the feeling is like met a good old friend. Looking forward to the comming vacation travelling around Europe. As Elena said yesterday, thinking about the comming vocation is the only way for us to hold on to this longer.

1st of July, I left Changping for 2 years, and I haven't met so many ppl ever since. Yesterday found out on Xiaonei that two of my friends in Daimler have been together, seems for a while. I like both of them very much and am suprise as well as happy for them to be together with blessing. Just like this, we can't stay the same forever. Change is for sure. But hope it could happen in a good way. However, I missed the good old days in Changping as well. Using the note book lei gave to me as a birthday present last year, thinking about 'that year'.

Haven't written in English for a long time. Why am I doing this today? Because I found out my dear old mother is reading my blog. Still remember many years ago, Aus told me that his mother was reading his blog, I thought what a terrified story. I believed neither my mother or my cat would have the patient to read this long and boring English. 

HAHA, just kiding, still in the lib now where the Explore can't even read Chinese character. Wish you have a happy July. 

Stefanie is singing: But summer is still too short to miss u.

Do you know how much I miss you?

昨天回来的路上看见那盆小草花被扔在路旁，蔫蔫的，想加点绿色也好，就拣回来，浇了点水──今天早上去图书馆一看，呀，竟然开了两朵小黄花。 我们决定和它比谁能挺到最后。 PC发现MJ的律师叫OXMAN，决定改英文名了──请叫我牛人。嗯，我们都要做牛人。